Feeling under attack spiritually at the moment but trying to trust in God and to keep praying. All seems lost again at the moment but trying to trust that it will pass and that God will help me.
I feel I have done something wrong and that is unforgivable in God's eyes but trying to pray. It is a difficult trial. I have been reading some of the book "In Senu Jesu "and trying to get hope from that.
When you feel this way can you pinpoint exactly what it is that you did? If you can then take it to confession and be done with it. If you cant then say to these feelings : get behind me satan" because that is where it is coming from.
As always, Peter, you are in our prayers. JoeJerk is lying again to you. Your statement, "I feel I've done something wrong!" reveals this is from him and not your conscience. When your conscience convicts you it is over a specific sin (not a feeling), and thus the opportunity to examine your actions, repent, and pray an act of Contrition arises. You are never alone: Jesus is present, your guardian angel is present, Mary your Mother is present. Give your feelings to God. Ask Him for an assurance of His Love for you. Let Him lift you up and wrap you in His arms! We love you (and you come to us at MOG). You know we are here for you. Have even more confidence in the Two Hearts. O Mary conceived without sin, wrap Peter in your Mantle of Maternal Love and intercession! Jesus, we trust in Thee! Below I have changed pronouns so that you can read this passage in a personal way, for the Lord's Love for you is boundless. We can encourage you and intercede for you, but Jesus is your Healer! And you will bear fruit! Hosea 14:“I will heal [Peter's] waywardness and love [him] freely, for my anger has turned away from [him]. 5 I will be like the dew to [Peter]; he will blossom like a lily. Like a cedar of Lebanon he will send down his roots; 6 his young shoots will grow. His splendor will be like an olive tree, his fragrance like a cedar of Lebanon.
Andy has asked if his younger brother who owns the house will come speak with him this evening and hear him out.. he will go but Bill and I will be nearby, very close indeed. Please pray that it goes well and some agreement can be reached on this so that the situation can be diffused. I have St. Joseph, St. Dymphna and St. Carlo on this but any added prayers from the warriors on this forum would be appreciated!
