Sorry for asking for prayers so much but am struggling alot and it can be terrible at times. Thanks for your prayers. I think it was Saint faustina who said " Truth comes wearing a crown of thorns." Meaning truth comes through suffering, I think.
Perhaps God wishes for me to be in this darkness at the moment. I will continue praying and reaching out and trust that good will come from it.
There is something telling me that I am damned at the moment but I am trying to ignore it and keep praying. Will be going to medjugorje soon and looking forward to it.
Pray to St Dymphna today Peter its her feast day Prayer to Saint Dymphna. Good Saint Dymphna, great wonder-worker in every affliction of mind and body, I humbly implore your powerful intercession with Jesus through Mary, the Health of the Sick, in my present need. (Mention it.) Saint Dymphna, martyr of purity, patroness of those who suffer with nervous and mental afflictions, beloved child of Jesus and Mary, pray to Them for me and obtain my request. (Pray one Our Father, one Hail Mary and one Glory Be.) Saint Dymphna, Virgin and Martyr, pray for us.
Revelation 12v10 And I heard a loud voice saying in Heaven, “Now have come salvation and strength, and the Kingdom of our God, and the power of His Christ; for the accuser of our brethren (satan) is cast down, who accused them before our God day and night.
Respectfully, we all have one of those. I have confessed and reconfessed Finally a priest set me straight. I had never forgiven myself. God has long since forgiven. The Blood of Jesus long since cleansed it. If God has forgiven us and He has--then we must forgive ourselves and move on. To hold on to this is a form of pride. " God cant forgive me." But you know in your heart that's a lie. You MUST stop it. Like a stuck record. Pick up the needle and move it past the scratch in the record. Don't let the devil do this to you.Please!!!
God hides His face sometimes on the journey which can be difficult but trying to trust that he is there during these periods.
I'm asking Jesus to restore my calm like for the apostles when they were on the boat and Jesus was asleep and there was a storm and they thought they were drowning in Mark's gospel.
