I can very much relate. I will pray for you, will you pray for me? Deal? Ave Maria.... with Fr Peyton and Mr. Theresa.... I can feel the peace coming already brother....
I'm glad you are trying to follow Padraig's advice. As you try to focus on one personal situation at a time, be sure to place everything else in Mary's hands. Mary, Seat of Wisdom, pray for Mark.
Just saw your post Mark1. Said a Memorare, asking Blessed Mother to intercede with the Lord for you in your situation. Peace