There is nothing more certain in your life than the great love the Lord has for you. He created you, went to the Cross for you, baptized you in his Holy Spirit, extends His ever available Mercy in the confessional, and gives you the intimate Gift of Himself in Holy Communion. On top of that, He has to listen to His Mom who never ceases to mention you in her prayers! On top of that, He looks forward to welcoming you home to Heaven, where you will no longer "hope so". Jesus, we trust in You!
I feel under attack spiritually sometimes but praying to Saint Joseph seems to help. Saint Joseph terror of demons pray for us.