Taking leaps of Faith in the very near future

I’m still working on completing the Purgative Stage and entering into the Illuminative Stage, and now it’s becoming clearer to me the smaller steps I need to take to get there; but these small steps are actually big leaps of Faith for me, so please pray that I can have the grace to make those leaps.

Thanks.

 

Just remember that God chooses when you progress to higher stages of prayer and unity with Him.

 

It’s up to God.

 

I have two stages that I float between when talking to God. 1) plopped on the floor like a baby and balling my eyes in a mixture of anger and hurt - hands raised and demanding to be carried. 2) a teenager, hands on hips, yelling and convinced I know whats best.

I think God just looks at me and shakes His head.

I will say I MIGHT be moving onto a third stage - the older person complaining about how fast time goes, why am I always tired and why does my whole body hurt

 

Praying.